in·som·ni·a

n.

Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time.

My plan was to hit the sack early tonight, maybe around 0100-0200. Funny how nothing ever turns out the way I planned. It's now 0435 and I'm still up. Thanks to a quick one hour skirmish in Company of Heroes and having to listen to "just one more song". I really need to get some self-control. Usually, sitting up late isn't a problem for me, but I have lots to do tomorrow. Have to be up at 1000, at least. Off to spend the rest of my money on booze for the party this weekend, and then off to Sweden with my ex and my best friend's girlfriend.

Funny how I can't make a single blog entry without mentioning my ex. Obsession, thy name is Daywanderer.

Speaking of my never-ending problems with the opposite sex, the birthdayparty ought to be interesting. My ex's best friend (see previous entry) is coming, but apparently so is her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend. (No idea what their current status is.) My ex is also coming, and possibly also the guy she likes. In other words, I'm setting myself up for a really bad fall here. Double-whammy! The thought of seeing either of these girls doing anything even remotely romantic with another guy is gut-wrenching. The thought of seeing the both of them do it at the same time is actually scaring me. Combined with large amounts of alcohol, it might just push me over the edge.

Which could actually be interesting, as I've never snapped before. Then again, curiosity killed the cat. I might not want to know what happens if I do.

What scares me even more is that one of the guys coming to the party might be bringing some of his 16-year-old friends. Female friends. Sure, it's legal and all, but I don't want to be known as the guy who Wham-Bam-Thank-You-Ma'am-ed a 16-year-old girl or two while celebrating his 22nd birthday. Hopefully I slip into a blissful coma relatively early or - better yet - end up with either my ex or her friend.

Quoted for emphasis: "Funny how nothing ever turns out the way I planned."